I think I’ve officially gone nuts. I’m not a religious person, I just have this imaginary friend which I call God and I talk to him in my mind all the time. I tell him everything, all the things I could never tell my friends or parents or my close brother and one day I’m gonna fall in love with him and hope he was a real person, cause there’s no one else in this world I could think to be with. I don’t believe in people, I’m afraid of people, afraid to get emotionally close to anyone. That’s why everytime I go out with a guy I end up ignoring him until he stops trying. I’m just scared.